My Replies And My Thank You's

Monday, November 24, 2008 @ 9:00 AM

I don't know what to post but hey, I am posting. Hahahaha! LOL

So here, I'm gonna just response to your comments in my "I Love You. I Love You Not... Do really I?" entry. Thanks ya'll! (:

Dan Mihaliak: So you are single na? LOL
Charchar: For me, yes. But I just don't know with him and I don't think he knows 'bout sa pakikipaghiwala ko sa ka niya, which I posted here previously.

Aisha: So I bet ang sakit niyan sa part niya. Sure ka na ba? Aww... How sad naman. Natutuwa ka lang siguro sa company niya.
Charchar: Siguro. 'Di natin alam kung masakit nga yun sa part niya. Oo, sure na ako. I've been thinkin' of that many times na and now I have decided.

Rania: Ang sakit naman nun. Pero mas better na yun, kaysa ipatagal pa. *sigh*
Charchar: Masakit din siyempre para sa akin na wala na nga kami. Gusto kong tumagal pa ang relasyon namin pero masmaganda na rin na hindi na... Mahirap na.

Dale: Aw, sure ka na ba? Grabe ang sakit niyan sis di lang sayo pati rin siya na hurt nyan. Pero sana maging happy ka na...
Charchar: Sure na sis. I don't wanna fool myself na. I don't think he values me as much as I value him. Sana sis, sana, maging happy na ko.

Francesca: Naku sis. Sad naman. =3
Charchar: Sad din ako sis sa nangyari kahit na ayaw ko pero kailangan ko talagang gawin para sa ikakabuti ko.

Bern: Aww sis. Kaya pala ayaw mo na magbukas ng fs. Mas mabuti na yang ginawa mo, kesa naman patagalin mo pa diba?
Charchar: Oo sis, masmabuti nga siguro. I still don't know what's holdin' me back to open my fs account. :(

Honeul: Maybe you're just confused. Are you sure about this? I think it's much better to talk with the guy personally.
Charchar: Maybe I'm just confused but I'm sure sis. It's better this way. I don't wanna fool myself anymore. I can't talk to him personally. I just can't. I don't know. I really don't know.

Krisel: How sad naman tong entry mo sis...If i were you kakausapin ko siya ng personal about this issue, kasi for sure hindi nya magugustuhan yong way ng pagpapaalam mo. And kung ako siguro yong guy masasaktan talaga ako. Kung gusto mo na talagang makipagbreak sa kanya in a nice way sana sis, hindi yon bigla mo na lang syang iiwan sa ere.
Krisel: Sorry sa comment sis ah... baka kasi sabihin mo eh nakikialam ako eh di naman tau close, di ba? been there na kasi. hope it's help. ^__^
Krisel: Don't afraid to love again.
Charchar: I was in tears when I'm posting that entry sis. It hurts for me to say those words. Pero 'di ko kayang makipagusap talaga sa ka niya. There's something that's turnin' me back to talk to him. Even if I want too, I can't.
Charchar: I appreciate your comment sis... Thanks! I really, really thank you! Pwede naman tayong maging close di ba sis? Hehehehe!
Charchar: Somehow, you make me smile. :)

Ethel: Siguro may malaking dahilan kaya sinunod mo ang iyong desisyon, sana 'di masakit sayo. Anyway bata ka pa naman sissy kung kayo talaga kahit saan ka pa mag tago kayo talaga. Hehehe!
Charchar: You're right ate Ethel. May dahilan kung bakit ko na sinunod iyong desisyon ko pero masakit din sa akin na makikipaghiwalay na 'ko sa kanya. Oo, gusto ko pa tumagal pero malabo na. You're right siguro sis, kahit san ako mag-tago, sa kapalaran kami pa. Wala kasing PORMAL na break-up eh.

Kat-Pinksesa: Bakit sis? Bakit prang may regrets ka? Awww... dapat magusap kayo kung may nararamdamn ka... I mean kung naguguluhan ka dba?
Charchar: I can't sis. 'Di ko alam kung bakit. Ewan ko! Bahala na!

Kei: That's sad sis. But if I were you, I'd talk to him personally. Kahit hindi niyo maayos lahat. atleast may proper closure yung pinagsamahan niyo. Kung ako yung nasa kabilang side, I'd get hurt on how you said goodbye to me. Given na may pinagsamahan tayo, atleast dapat we can say goodbye to each other in a respectful way.
Charchar: Masakit din sa akin sis, kahit gusto ko pang tumagal pa. Siguro nga sis masakit din sa kaniya. I admit, 'di magandang basta basta ko na lang siyang iiwan sa ere na parang wala lang. Alam kong 'di yun maganda. But what else can I do? Parang may pumipigil sa akin na 'wag ko na siyang kakausapin or in any form ng communication. Masasaya iyong mga memories ko sa kaniya. Honestly, I'm still lovin' him.

Gelai: Ouch! That hurts so bad. But I think, you should inform him about what you feel. So that there will be a proper closure to your relationship.
Charchar: Think so? Well, I guess, I should inform him but only if may lakas na akong sabihin sa ka niya. For now, 'wag muna. I can't.

Lyann: You should talk to him. Avoiding him won't do anything. We learned from heartbreaks. remember that.
Charchar: Yeah, avoiding him won't do anything. I can face him only if I'm ready to talk to him. Still, I don't know what's turnin' me back. Sure, I'll remember that. Thanks!

Jannelle: Wala akong say dito ganda. Just choose whatever your heart desires. ^_^
Charchar: Hahaha! No comment!

[EDIT]
@ Nov. 25, 2008 1:26 PM
Ericka: What did he do that hurted you sis? If you think that it's deep enough, maybe you just have to end. I feel what you are feeling now. Hope you're doing fine already. Good luck sissy, and take care! Muwah.
Charchar: There's really nothing sis. Medyo mahigpit kasi siya sa akin sis. I need time and space sa relationship namin. But how can I do that if he's not giving me the freedom? Yeah, I think I have too end it, but just maybe. Mwah! I love you!
[/EDIT]

Guys, I think you really (maybe) are right that I should talk to him, face to face, 'bout this situation. Yeah, avoiding him won't do anything. But I can only do that if I have strength to face him. In the eyes of the world, we're still, y'know, like together. 'Coz there's no proper closure in our relationship.

Thanks guys for being here for me in times of problems, happyness, etc. I really appreciate all your comments. Comments that would be a part of my life and which would I cherish forever. Thank you!

I Love You. I Love You Not... Do really I?

Saturday, November 15, 2008 @ 7:04 PM

So Sick!

Monday, November 3, 2008 @ 9:06 AM

Okay, 'till here for now. And oh, please do visit my barumbadha.co.cc blog. My second home. I'm accepting hostees.

I got tagged by sis Luana. Okay, it's about Breast Cancer Awareness.


PINK Sisterhood Participants:
1- Fara 2- Massy 3- N.O.Y 4- Mariuca 5- A Great Pleasure 6- LadyJava 7- Kim 8- Pink Thoughts 9- Turn-u-Off 10- Roxiticus Desperate Housewives 11- STAY AT HOME MOM 12- Fida Abbott 13- Also Mommy 14 Wonderful Things In Life 15- Fashion is my Passion 16- Honey-Babe 17- Memoirs Of A Thuggette 18- YOU Next!

Join Pink Sisterhood…
Put the logo in your blog.
Add a link to the person who shared it with you.
Nominate at least 7 other blogs
Add your link to the list of participants below
Leave a message for your nominee on their blog.
I'm gonna tag 'em: Kei, Honeul, Rochelle, Janelle, Liza, Kathleen, and Sheryl.